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Mini-Episode: She’s Just Right

In today’s Mini-Episode you get to hear my essay from the middle this week about trying to find the Just Right. We talk about giving support and walking on eggshells in our advice from the middle. And, of course, we end the episode with the things I am loving this week. Thanks for your support – see you soon! Essay ...

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